even year had passed to the day -on the same
ominous day our saviour Gilles le Breton was born so long ago- since the lord
of the land, a cruel and avaricious man by the name of Jacques de Marlais, had
died in a revolt of the people he had so unrelentingly extorted for his own
greed, and finally to his own ruin. Having no heirs or living relatives the
land was handed down by the sovereign into the care of the charge of the
previous lord, a man who was his brother by rites of marriage, Pierre d'Aide
Avare. True to his guardian, his was an even more harsh rule; the revolt
bloodily thrown down, heavier taxes, he even punished the household for their
supposedly inability to safeguard their lord. All knights and family had
abandoned him over the years -which he did not rue: for now he had less mouths
to feed. And now, being an old bitter man, he would reach a cornerstone of his
life.
The harsh wind vainly tried to rip the shutters
open in order to let in the wrath of winter. The land had been harrowed with
waves of unrelenting snows which now covered the frozen earth. In a room with scant
furnishings and bereft of everything safe for the most basic needs; the lord of
the land sat at a simple wooden table with his master of coin, Robert de
Cratchis, meticulously going over all expenditures and income. The entire table
was littered with parchments and neat stacks of coins. A lone candle threw long
shifting shadows against the walls. The sudden knocking on the door startled
both men. The few guards and servants still working in the keep would ever try
to stay away from their lord unless it was necessary. Indeed, even guests were
near unheard of in Castle Londain as they received no more than the compulsory
welcome from the greedy lord.
Pierre grumbled with indignant voice: "Find out
who dares to disturb me this evening and send them back into the storm."
The poor Robert instantly rose from his seat,
grateful to leave the table as they had sat there since noon trying to discern
where two measly coppers had disappeared to. Behind the door stood a handsome young
knight with a courtly smile. Frederick was one of the few visitors the castle
ever received a year. And every year he would invite his uncle for dinner on
King's Sleep Day and every year the latter would refuse. Surprisingly he still seemed
to like his uncle ever since he underwent his years as a squire at the castle.
"Good evening, Robert." With a glance at the table he added. "Still working
this late?" Robert's tired eyes was as good an answer as any. The nephew then addressed
his relative. "My esteemed uncle, by this light you are prone to make more
errors. Your gold will be there on the morrow."
"At this rate, Frederick, it won't." The old
man didn't even look up from the list of detailed rows to greet his favourite
(and only) nephew. "Some-one has dared to steal from me. And if I find out who,
they won't enjoy one more blissful day on this earth."
Frederick merely arched his brow at this cold
welcome. "Surely no-one would have dared after what happened to the last poor
sod who tried." Frederick's riding boots resounded through the chambers as he
stood next to his uncle. "But I'm here for another matter. Elise was wondering
whether you'd be interested in coming to dinner the day after tomorrow. We have
rounded up some of the family to celebrate King's Sleep together. We'd be
honoured if you'd come."
"Celebrate the birth of Gilles? Bah, nonsense!"
His eyes narrowed and he impatiently waved his hand as if to dispel the notion.
"Why would you waste time and money for that? The man has been dead for over a
thousand years now. Nay, you'd be better off saving your money, Frederick."
The disappointment was clear in the eyes of the
young knight but Pierre didn't even deign it necessary to look up from his
taxes. "So you won't come?"
"Nah, that way you'll be better off." He barely
heard the slam of the door as his nephew departed, engulfed as he by then was
in some unclear calculations.
The flame of the candle slowly
dwarfed on to reach the wax-crested chandelier and still lord d'Aide Avare
occupied the time of his unfortunate master of coin who wished dearly to be
with his family on this holy night. Pierre ignored the first knock on the door,
hoping whoever it was would go away. Robert however walked over by the second
knock to open the door. A group of knights stood at the door, their cloaks
drenched by the snow and bearing simple armour. "Evening's greetings, master,
are you the lord of this keep?"
Robert shook his head and brought the guests to
his master, wary of his reaction. For a while Pierre seemed adamant to not
acknowledge them so they'd disappear as ghosts. But the eldest of them
addressed him. "Blessings of the Lady upon you, sir. We are knights of the
Order of the Gillits who strive to improve the unfortunate poverty of the commoners.
We ourselves have sworn an oath of penury so to better aid those..."
"And I gather you want some kind of stipend."
Pierre grumbled, impatient for the knight's long and winding speech.
"It is our duty as righteous knights to give
something back to those who have given us their loyalty and obedience,
especially on the eve of the most holy day of the land: our holy saviour Gilles
did not overcome the greenskinned horde by himself."
The old man's thin patience with people who
disturbed him was no completely gone and he put them into their place. "By law
these are my lands and I'll have you not confuse the minds of the mud-born, you
hear? Their lives are owned by their lords who decide how to treat them. It is
not your right to meddle in our affairs. Anything I leave them, that ought to be
enough. Even more; they ought to be grateful!"
"And if the roles were reversed? Would you not
want some way to alleviate your suffering?"
"I'd rather die than to suffer the dishonour of
some knight's help without having earned it! In fact, so should they! At least
that way there would be less of them and their breeding would be under control."
The eldest did not dignify to reply as he stormed out of the room, followed by
his two companions.
As Robert returned to the table to
take his place but his lord interrupted him. "It's best we call it a day,
Robert, those fools broke my concentration with their nonsense and I'm weary
now. I'll see you on the morrow."
Gathering all his courage that was left to him,
he asked his lord a question to which he
could already guess the answer. "Milord, if it graces you, I'd like to have the
day off tomorrow. Castle life is slow at the moment and the tithes will be here
the day after. I haven't asked you for much this year but I'd like to spent a
day with the family."
Pierre had almost replied to deny him his leave
but he hesitated. A sudden whimsical feeling had overwhelmed him which he
quickly shrugged off but which he could not dismiss entirely. Even more so he
didn't feel so great, a cold had crept up to him as wolf in the night. "Sure,
Robert, have a day off."
"Yes, sir, I understand." Robert sullenly
started to reply until the message drove through. "I... Thank you, milord."
"But you better be here by the fourth bell on
Boxing Day or I'll have your hide."
The castle halls were cold and silent. His
faint step, tired with age, barely disturbed the peace of the empty corridors.
To save the torches, the sconces were empty. The lone lantern of Pierre could
undisturbed throw long and eerie-moving shadows upon the dark walls. Once he startled
himself as he passed a painting of his former guardian: it had seemed so real.
He decided to read a story in the anteroom before retiring to bed.
As he reached the end of a chapter,
a slight noise caught his attention. Concentrating to hear it better, it
sounded as a rhythmic sound of metal meeting stone. Some-one is in the corridor! Who
could that be? No knight would disturb me at this ungodly hour. Memories of
the peasant's revolt played through his mind. They had finally braved themselves to come for me. He had always
known that those treacherous and ungrateful lowborn would one day come for him. Steeling himself
he rose from the chair -the book fell to the ground- and stole to the door
leading into the corridor. By now it sounded as if the unknown knight was
close. Pierre gripped the handle of the cast iron fireplace poker tightly. Whoever
it was, was now standing right outside. With a sudden haul he pulled the door
open and swung the poker in a downward arch. With a deafening clang the poker
met stone. The light streamed into the corridor but there was nothing to be
seen. Bewildered he finally turned back inside. As he was about to reach for
the door when it swung itself shut with a loud bang. With a pounding heart he
gazed at the door, not noticing that he by now had a guest. Indeed, minutes
past until the being broke the silence. "Been awhile, Pierre."
The old lord jerked around: in the comfortable
chair next to the hearth there was his old friend. In fact he sat there in the
same way he had died on his throne: his helmet still bore the horrendous dent
where a cudgel had split his skull, the chain links between the plates at his
side were still crushed and blood stains still soiled his tabard. Yet around
his neck there now hung a rusty old chain which reached to the ground. The
chains had a lot of odd objects in a smothering embrace.
When Jacques noticed that his old charge was
looking at it, he explained. "Every man, Pierre, bears his sins in the
afterlife as symbolic burden around the neck. I for instance sinned with my
greed. But I'm not here for myself. Your chain is twice as long by now. Your
spirit will be so burdened by sins that you'll never be able to find peace.
Murder, torture, extortion, greed, insults, neglecting the divine order.... The
list is long, my friend, and condemning."
Pierre in the meantime had sat down opposite to
the spectre. Stunned as he was, he remained silent and after a while the ghost
of the old lord continued. "However it is not to late to repent, my friend. On
this most holy of nights, there roam the spirits of Bretonnia. They represent
that which once was, is and will be. Show true remorse for your sins and maybe
the path to redemption will be opened for you." With those last words the ghost
slowly faded with a hearty smile adorning his face, leaving the bewildered
Pierre behind, alone with his thoughts.
The moons were hidden behind the dark clouds
but they had already started their descent when the old man covered himself
with the warm furs and blankets of his bed. His joints were stiff and his limbs
felt bereft of warmth. A certain unease had settled in his body. He suspected
sleep would be a stranger but before long he fell into a restless dream.
As the first bell of the new day was
rung by the town crier, a sudden fey light lit the room which gently woke the
lord. Standing at the foot of his four-poster bed, was an armoured knight. The
otherworldly light swirled soundless around him. The old man instantly
recognised the famous heraldry which adorned his tabard. Before he could bow
his head to the first king of the realm, his outstretched gauntleted hand
beckoned Pierre. An eerie voice filled the room, hollow as the halls of the
dead. "Lord Pierre of house d'Aide Avare, I am the spirit of King's Sleep past.
Reflect on your deeds and show remorse."
Suddenly Pierre found himself in a familiar
hall but some of the details were off in the dining room of his father's keep: his
old heraldry still adorned the walls. Sitting at table was a lonesome child,
face sullen and gaze embracing the distance. Pierre's heart jolted as he
recognised himself in what seemed a lifetime ago.
"Your father always found more important
matters to attend to than sitting down with his son." The hollow voice ascertained.
"Even on this holy day he never came."
"I remember that he promised me that year to
have dinner with all of us. A lie of course. But he took my sister as well and
left me alone in that cold hall." He could not cloak the bitterness in his
voice even after all those years.
The scenery shifted suddenly and he
found himself in his old study in his father's keep and an adolescent Pierre
was sitting at his oaken desk. The old man knew instantly what would happen for
his long life had been haunted by the memory time and time. A bright and
beautiful woman entered which made young Pierre smile fondly. But his smile
dropped as he saw the welling tears and pale face. "Pierre, I asked my father
-and he agreed- to break off the marriage." The tears now poured freely from
her eyes. "Please, leave me alone from now on." And then she fled from the room
but her sobbing lingered.
"Belle..." Young Pierre held his head in his
hands.
"And your work became ever more important to
you. Your work which had cost you so dearly."
"It soothed me and forced me to think in
numbers and not in feelings. It was the coward's way of course: I should have
run after her and make amends." Jacques closed his eyes ruefully and reflected
on the slow decades of loneliness. "No use crying over spilt milk, nay?" A lone,
spectral tear fell to the floor.
As
he opened his eyes he found himself somewhere else, the spirit looking at him
from within those dark visor slits. Two caskets covered in flowers stood in
front of him in a dark room. He knew where and when they are as it was a
recurring nightmare of his. He ignored the coffin of his sire and instantly
went to stand beside the smaller one. "She still looks so peaceful." He tried
to hold her small hand but his hand touched nothing but air. "She was the only
constant in my life, my anchor to the world. My sister was always there to
comfort me, it was she who recommended me to Jacques. She who quelled my
endless tears for my beautiful Belle. Her death..." Words failed him now as he
shed dry tears.
"It was her choice. And it was an accident."
"And my fault. I should have stopped them but I
just stepped aside and let them in. She loved that man and she died for that
love." Guilt fuelled his tears. "Please take me away from here. These are
memories which still tear open old wounds."
With a
shock he woke in this warm bed, sweating and heart pounding. Was it only a dream? It took awhile before sleep covered his eyes.
Once again the first bell rung in the village and once again Pierre woke
because of a strange light. A second spirit now stood at the end of his bed but
its heraldry was different. This phantom bore the heraldry of the current king.
Once again it reached out to Pierre d'Aide Avare. His voice was more lively
than the spirit of the past. "Lord Pierre of house d'Aide Avare, I am the
spirit of King's Sleep present. See how your deeds reflect on the world."
The old lord found himself in the
snow-covered village at the foot of the castle. They were standing in front of
a simple hovel. Unsure of what to do now, Pierre looked at the spirit who
merely pointed at the shutters. Glaring through the cracks, he could see the
family de Cratchis. Robert was sitting near the fireplace, four of their
children were sitting next to him, hanging on his lips. The eldest daughter was
helping Robert's wife cooking. Pierre grabbed his youngest son, Timothée, and put
him on his knee so he didn't have to sit on the cold floor. His crutch fell to
the floor but none cared. Though they lived a simple life, they seemed to be
happy. The love for each other was even clear to the shrivelled heart of Pierre.
Suddenly the frail body of Timothée was fraught with a terrible cough.
"The sickness will claim the youngest next week
on the morrow. Lest he receives proper care. Care which they can't afford."
"Poor lad, he never had much luck in his life.
Robert told me his youngest was a cripple but it never hit me until now."
"Why do you show pity? Earlier you said that it
was a good thing that some of the commoners die so that their breeding would
under control."
These words left the old lord silent
while the scenery shifted. They were in the dining hall of a castle. It was
different now but it was the keep of his father, now in the care of Frederick.
The table was laid with the most beautiful silver Pierre had seen in a long
time and they were caked with the remains of a luxurious dinner. Next to the
hearth the old man recognised his nephew and his wife. As they sat together
they looked the painting of the perfect couple. Safe for a minor detail that
seemed to bother Frederick: his wife tried to cheer him up but the fact that
his uncle never accepts his invitation, clearly saddened his nephew.
"Your nephew is the last real family you have
on this earth." The spirit looked at Frederick. "Yet you haven't visited him
once in your ancestral keep. Have you even met his bride-to-be Elise?"
Pierre did not seem to hear the spectre,
entranced by the two. "You know he has the eyes of Beth. Why is this the first
time I notice?"
"Maybe because it is the first time you pay
attention to him."
The
third scene was one of the village once more, the hard roads were empty and
deserted. Pierre came aware of a sense of extreme cold. "Why are we here? Is
something wrong with Timothée?" The old man wheeled around but did not see the
house of his servant.
"Not all people who suffer because how you have
treated them, are known to you. As a lord of Bretonnia your deeds ripple
through your fief as storm-spurn waves." This made Pierre d'Aide Avare look at
his guide. "We are here because of them." The spirit opened his cloak where two
small children were sheltering from the cold. Their small faces peered up to
the old lord who felt uncomfortable with their staring, big eyes. Their clothes
were shabby, dirty and certainly not fir to keep out the season's cold. "Meet Bêtise
and Désir. They are doomed to a horrible life under your reign."
Aghast the old man backed away. "Surely there
are some who would help these two innocents? Surely there are some who can
spare..."
"Spare what?" The spirit interrupted with a
sudden severity in his voice. "Your serfs have barely enough to survive
themselves. They can't spare anything for two more. But as you said earlier
this evening: they should not complain but be grateful." From the pitch black
suddenly the town crier declared it to be midnight.
Pierre awoke with a start but he did not doubt
his visions anymore. This time he could not sleep and a bell passed. The green
faerie fire began to fill the room and another spectre appeared. This knight
was also heavily armoured but was more imposing than the others. The knight
towered over his bed as a cold shadow. His armour seemed to absorb the green
light and quench it. A bland crown signified this to be a regal figure but
Pierre did not recognise the heraldry of the fearsome knight. A frightful voice
filled with the dark of death called out to him. "Lord Pierre of house d'Aide
Avare, I am the spirit of King's Sleep yet to come. Embrace your future."
He
found himself back at the village but the hovels seemed even more haggard and
worn. Many were boarded up and some had even collapsed. Three men made their
way over a muddy street. The ghostly knight was following them.
"You going to his funeral?" One asked the
others.
"Are you daft, man? Hunger, cold and death is
all the man ever done for us." The second replied angrily. "He didn't deserve
to die in his bed."
"Maybe they'll be handing out soup." The third
said hopefully.
"Of course not, he'd never allow his gold to be
used for that. He probably threw it all his privy for safekeeping. Probably
wanted to be buried naked as well; it's cheaper." They exchanged some mocking
laughs.
The black knight had stopped and was looking at
Pierre, head slightly cocked. The old knight turned towards him, confused. "Why
did I have to hear that? I don't understand."
The
sky and hovels meanwhile turned into a barren hallway of some foregone keep. The
old lord looked around and saw that he was in the basement of his keep but it
looked even more forlorn than in his day. Suddenly two men bursted by, their
arms full with loot from the basement. All junk he hadn't had need for in ages
but all the same it made Pierre cry out. "Guards! Fetch those thieves!" His
words did not echo through the corridor and the thieves did not look back.
Once again the corridor changed to a
room in the basement of the castle. A coarsely-carved casket stood bare on the
floor and within lay a shrouded corpse. The black knight walked over to it,
followed by Pierre. A sense of foreboding crept up his spine. "It is me, isn't
it? I die and no-one cares to give me a proper burial. Even more so, they spit
on my remembrance by stealing." A gauntleted hand reached down to unveil the
corpse but the old knight cried out. "No! Don't! Some things are best left
undisturbed."
And suddenly he found himself on top
of a hillock which was covered with graves. The snow had returned and turned
the graveyard into a eerily peaceful field of crosses. Movement at the foot of
the hill drew his attention. It was Robert and his family. His manservant was
carrying a small coffin and his eyes were downcast. With a shock Pierre noticed
that Timothée wasn't amongst them and his eyes returned to the casket. Tied to
it was the youngest his crutch.
Before he could call out, he was
standing in another graveyard, this one more unkempt and silent. Weeds were
overgrowing most of the graves. Most of the lily-shaped tombstones stood
crooked or even had fallen down. The mourning trees had grown wild and had
uprooted and broken many of the covering stones. Pierre had grown cold as he
recognised the cemetery as that of the castle. One by one he passed the former
lords of Castle Londain. They did not stop at the tombstone of Jacques and Elise
as Pierre suspected but moved on to a corner. There was a fresh grave with a
badly-hewn tombstone and without a covering nor any flowers. A chain of several
yards strewn with many heavy-looking objects was spread unto the dirt.
Depressed he discerned his name on the cold stone. The black king now beckoned
him towards his grave but Pierre stopped dead in his tracks. "Before I draw
nearer to that stone to which you point answer me one question." Pierre d'Aide
Avare said. "Are these the shadows of the things that Will be, or are they
shadows of things that May be, only?"
Still the ghost pointed downward to the grave
by which it stood.
"Men's courses will foreshadow certain ends, to
which, if persevered in, they must lead. But if the courses be departed from,
the ends will change. Say it is thus with what you show me!"
The unforgiving finger remained on the
tombstone as if to invite an inevitable faith.
"I am not the man I was. I will not be the
man I must have been but for this intercourse. Why show me this, if I am past
all hope!" The old lord asked desperately but no answers were given. "I will
honour King's Sleep in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. I will live
in the Past, the Present, and the Future. The Spirits of all Three shall strive
within me. I will not shut out the lessons that they teach. Oh, tell me I may
sponge away the writing on this stone!"
The old man woke in the cemetery of his day,
the corner was yet empty but by the moonlight the shadow of a cross fell upon
the ground as a reminder.
That morning he woke with resolve in his heart to
rectify the mistakes he made. First he surprised his nephew and betrothed in
Castle Avare for a King's Sleep Day dinner. He played the part as a gracious
old guest by entertaining his lovely hostess by tales of the youth of
Frederick, complimented the exquisite dinner and had a nice, long talk with his
only living relative deep into the night. The next day he raised the wages of
Robert and suggested that they had to take little Timotheée to the doctor of
the castle on his expense. Indeed, he became a charming old man who showed
great compassion to his serfs and servants. When he passed away several years
later, the yard of the cemetery was filled with commoners who came to pay their
respect (and enjoy the soup served at the funeral). None knew the real reason
why their lord had changed but they all called it a true King's Sleep Miracle.
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